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| Just thought I'd write here to let you guys know that I have a new account here so I won't be using this one anymore. It's Jer4190. If you're my friend, I'll be sending you a request. | | |
| Okay just posting because I havent for so long. I will post again soon! | | |
| Well, I'm bored so I may as well write another post...It's turning out to be one of those nights when I'm extremeally lonely and there's nothing I can do about it. I have two certain individuals on my mind who won't go away. They float in and out of my head all of the time...I can't stand it...Cause I really miss them, even though they did me wrong. Now, I know that you guys are going to get tired really quickly about me ranting about being lonely, if you aren't already, but I cant help it. I haven't met any decent guys in my area and I just absolutely HATE being single! I know, I know, I'm young, there are plenty of other fish in the sea, blah blah blah...I think that it's just bullshit! It feels as if there is a void in my heart and I just want to fill it! I want to find the guy who will make me happy...And I know it's a bit selfish, but I don't want to wait! I'm tired of being hurt! I just want someone to care for, who cares for me! All I've had my whole life is betrayal and hurt...And I don't want it to be that way anymore! I just want to be able to love someone unconditionally and trust them completely. But I'm not sure that that's going to happen here...At least not in Oklahoma...Everyone that I know around my area just want sex...That's fun, of course, but I'm looking for something else...I want something real. I just...want someone to love me...for me, not my body...So yeah...That's about it...More later and comments are welcome, of course. ~Jer~ | | |
| Well, I've been doing rather good recently, actually. I've gotten an offer to basically be a small business owner and make as much money as I want! I've been doing research over it and everything seems legit so I'm really excited! I mean, just think about it, I'm only 17, yet I'm the owner of my own business! Come on, it can't get much better than that! Now all I need to do is get my dad to lay down the money to get me started...Cause, unfourtunately, Jer is broke! Lol. But after I start my business, I won't be! It's all in the persuasion. But anyways, other than the business thing, everything else has basically been the same. Except, I finally got over the guys that I was all depressed over. I figured that it wasn't worth my time being all sad over them. I'm still single, and even though it kills me, I suppose that I can live with that for awhile. I mean, the guy of my dreams could just drop into my lap when I'm least expecting it, right? I'm not exactly searching for any right now either. I figure, if they want me, they can find me. It's as simple as that. And I'm still not driving but once I start making some money, that won't really be a problem anymore. I've also noticed that I've been actually posting things...I know that I'm not on much, but you should start expecting me to be posting stuff every once in a while. And it'll actually be a post, not some bullshit like I usually put on here. Lol. But yeah, I'm really tired so I'm going to bed. Here is my cell number again just in case any of you cool people reading this would like to get in contact with me. It's 918-951-4728. You can call or text anytime. Just let me know where you got my number from! And if I don't answer, LEAVE ME A MESSAGE! My phone doesn't always like to ring at my house...Wow, I've written a lot tonight. Well, comment me! ~Jer~ P.S. Thanks to all who commented my last post. It makes me feel appreciated and loved! | | |
| Well, look at this, I'm actually posting in here. Today has been rather iffy...I was in a really good mood when I woke up and for no reason whatsoever it's been deteriorating all day. I'm actually really depressed right now at 2:00 am. And it's making it to where I can't sleep. So that's fantastic. I'm unemployed, have no life, or car. I'm just doing GREAT! *sarcasm* I really wish I knew of a way to cheer up and stay that way...Any ideas? I'm currently at my friends house but she's asleep so I'm just playing around on her computer, basically. And I have something that's frustrating me a bit...It's about the guys in my life that I've chosen to care for. I don't get anything back...I never have. They've all taken advantage to get what they want then they toss me aside! It pisses me off! Heh...Guess my judge of character is off. I just want to find someone who will be decent to me and honest and actually care for. I mean, come on, is that too much to ask for? To love someone that you care about? It's not THAT hard! But yeah, I've actually written something about my life in here for once. But I'm done for now. Comments are always welcome... ~Jer~ <3 | | |
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